it's another one of those days.
when things just don't seem to be going right.
why do these things have to happen to me? why can't they just leave me alone?
i feel so much pain. maybe i should just give up and quit.
what's the point in struggling so hard anyway?
it's just for 2 years...oops... i mean 1 and a third years. i mean come on... i didn't sign any contract... this ain't my job for life... what do i get out of this? absolutely nothing. no respect. no pay increase. no rank increase. i might as well be a clerk.

i'm sorry if i bore anyone with my incessant rambling about how shit my life has become and how much worse it's about to get. i think i'm already almost close to rock-bottom along my scale of pathetic-ness.

they say musik tames the savage beast. i think its true how musik influences the mood of people. haha... it works for me at least. so i guess personal experience counts for something. i seem to really like hearing rock songs these days... i think it's an outlet for all the pent-up frustration and hate within me.

i write sins not tragedies.