good things never seem to last very long do they? here i was, thinking to myself that my1 week of leave would take its time to expend itself. perpetual motion perhaps? nay... i say... more like stuck in a endless limbo. besides the point, my days of sleeping until daybreak, munching snacks whilst catching up on online sitcoms and the neverending cycle of comtemplating what to do next, are coming to an end. the weekend arrives, heralding the end. alas, not the most productive of holidays, but one that was undoubtedly relaxing and expensive.

i guess the lazy bugs, finally caught up with me. either that or it remained dormant since forever. anyways... since i had so much free time i went around scouting for new things... you know... new experiences... foreign objects... i'm no xenophobic nut... so i found the one thing i find strangely alien to me ---- chinese songs. *cue mystical chinese gong*

my search for a nice song lead me to her. vivian hsu.

okie... so she did a little nude modelling when she was a young up-start. what's the big deal? she's talented, musically i mean. and she's drop dead sexy. plus she speaks fluent chinese and japanese. what more can a guy ask for? haha... no wonder jay chou had a thing for her.

離開我才發現自己 那愛笑的眼睛

流過淚 像躲不過的暴風雨

淋濕的昨天 忘記

離開我才找回自己 那愛笑的眼睛

再見愛情

我一定讓自己

讓自己堅定.

sometimes you gotta give it up to see the bigger picture. i know i did, a long time ago.