it's the last day of my short little 'holiday'. haha. time really flies when you slack around.
looks like heaven feels my pain... it's been raining on and off since morning. haha... guess it's just as well to enhance the mood.

i feel terrible. having to go back to a job i hate. seeing and smiling at people who i have to pretend to respect. when will they ever learn? respect is earned. but that said, there are many people there that i DO respect. they are the good guys, people that have shown me what growing up really means. protecting and teaching me at the same time... these are the heroes of my life down there. guess responsibilty is just like respect, it's something to be earned, to be worked towards... and i think i have loads more to go. for now, i'm just the small boy that i always have been. carefree me.

went down to the market to get myself some food to soothe the pain in my heart. nothing beats eating something you want. haha. food addict indeed. anyway, after buying my stuff i sat around, sipping my drink as i watch the people pass me. and i think to myself Damn man, that's hot. no no, i wasnt referring to my drink. the thought just crossed my mind... there are so many MILFs these days. it's almost scary to think about it. you see them, walking with their little toddlers or young kids in hand. and there're just so many of them. goodness. this brought me to one or two conclusions about society these days...

1. people ARE marrying young or there's been a spike in pre-marital sex

2. people ARE spending more hours in the gym or buying tons of make-up

in any case, this is incredible. or in the case of all the males out there... incredibly sad. haha... unless you're the husband. in which case, i take my hat off to you... lucky bastard.

in the words of the soon to be departed...
till next time, take care and smile. (haha... copying you is just too funny not to be doing)

oh by the way.. you might wanna take note of this...
Till and until are generally interchangeable in both writing and speech, though as the first word in a sentence until is usually preferred: Until you get that paper written, don't even think about going to the movies. ·Till is actually the older word, with until having been formed by the addition to it of the prefix un-, meaning “up to.” In the 18th century the spelling 'till became fashionable, as if till were a shortened form of until. Although 'till is now nonstandard, 'til is sometimes used in this way and is considered acceptable, though it is etymologically incorrect.

oh... if you're wondering why the font's so big.. it's 'cause i was told by a "funny" person that it's been too small all this time. so this is just to test to see if it actually is better.

nuts... troublesome nuts. mix it with ice-cream to form TS nutty cream. yummy.