wow... i just got myself a google account for this thing. wonder what's the difference though. seems all the same to me. call me tech-un-savvy or whatever. anyway... i'm blogging because i'm sad. i'm tormented by a feeling. i'm strangled by an emotion.

the night hasn't been very kind to me. it just started raining a few minutes ago... although now it appears to have stopped. i'm sick again. down with the influenza bug... the common cold. to say the least, the rain didn't help my situation much. i hate feeling so sick, it's like a robbery in broad daylight. the culprit no different than a regular robber with a gun or a knife, only worse. his intentions are to restrict me, like a vice on my freedom. and i have no choice but to comply. what can i do? chicken soup? didn't help much.
what else can i do? eat an apple? nice, red and crunchy. but that did no good either.
what can i say? see a doctor? i think i'm gonna pay the MO a visit tomorrow.
what can i feel? nothing. i'm numb and pained by this irritating sniffling. i've rubbed my nose sore.

i wish someone could just come and pull me out of this misery. i'm so depressed when i'm sick. a plague that ravages the heart of me. a venom who's poison leaves me gasping for breath.

i hate it when i'm sick.