it's amazing...
i'm actually blogging something.

i think it's gonna be at least 3 weeks since i last blogged. goodness, it feels like forever. haha... just goes to show how incredible lazy people can get. once the passion for something is lost, to rekindle the flame is rather tedious and creates a daunting task that we would prefer not to fulfill.

i think i am one of those people who suffer from "short-term obsession". the kind which gets easily excited over something, that they fall completely and utterly for that particular thing for that period of time. until one day, they simply lose interest... and that object of desire becomes nothing more than a white elephant or a hinderance.

it's weird how this kind of condition affects the state of mind of that person, for the time he is afflicted with this ailment, and how powerless he becomes to resist that desire. i dunno how to properly explain such a phenomenon... perhaps this is one of those things which (much like love) can only be fully understood when one has first hand experience it for themselves.

it's so funny when i think about all the weird and wonderfully stuff i've done because of this. all because i failed to keep myself in check and give in so easily to this kind of pursuits. well... i'm not one to wash my dirty laundry in public, but i think it's good to always reflect on your behaviour once in a while to get to understand yourself and who you really are.

who am i?
the question everyone thinks they know...